So I know it hasn't been long and I haven't even sent out my newsletter for anyone to even come and see this blog but I found myself wanting to write here more than I was concerned about it reaching anyone. This has actually been a very powerful, potent and PRIVATE experience. Except for my children, Patrick and two close women... no one else has
witnessed this shift. Well, 'cept for the hundreds of strangers while running errands today ;) but they don't really count because they didn't know the "me" from before.
So I'm going to start with the most recent download of wisdom that came through and tell you about that little nugget of divinity!
"You can change the way you look but not the way you are seen." ~ Holy Spirit
This one hit me hard this evening as I was cleaning my hOMe. Considering the way people reacted towards me today. Something I thought I was trying to avoid, change, hide from. Turns out... I can't! Because it isn't really about the way I look or what I have. It is about the projection of the seer that determines their reaction to me. Let me say that again for the kids in the back ;) I am responded/ reacted to by another person based on the assigned role that they give me based on their own desires, likes, dislikes, wants, needs, etc. (beliefs/ lessons.) So what does that tell me/ teach me? That I can't control, create, eliminate or avoid the actions or reactions of others. And therefore are not responsible for how someone sees or projects their views. AND I don't have to.
Something I realized today while having a sweet and deeply spiritual conversation with my 8 year old was this... When someone is expressively kind and/ or affectionate towards me, I may feel special. It doesn't make me special but I may feel that way. And that is ok. I Know what is True. The same goes for the other... If someone is unkind to me, I may feel bad. It does NOT make me bad. And that is ok too. When I KNOW what is Divinely True about me... nothing can steal the Peace I have within.
This goes along the lines of... there is nothing to lose and nothing to gain. I am whole & created as perfection. Whoa! I know that one is deep. It is ok if you're not there yet. Just know that your light shines all the time. Whether you see it or don't. Whether your parents saw it or not. Or your partner, neighbor, teacher, the sexy friend that isn't noticing you or the creeper at the store that is paying too much attention.
Shedding these layers of masks, armor, protection, symbols of worthiness, etc... has taught me many things. The biggest reminder (again) in this exercise is that I am not guilty for being beautiful. I am not receiving anything unearned. My worth is established... just like yours. I shine bright because I've always been brilliant. People may see it easier because I've spent a lot of years washing away the mud I had so strategically covered myself in. But also because they have spent time seeing their own light!
And now I am blessed with helping others do the same! My light is Your light. For more great wisdom... see the list pictured below. I kept notes throughout this experience to help me witness my own waking up... again.
Just in case no one has told you today... go look in the mirror and say I am divine! Then believe it!!
*** If you would like to learn how to live True to your Self... centered & empowered by Your Truth, please contact me at sensuousrevival (at) gmail (dot) com
Live by your True Desire!