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This is simply my story and while I realize it is only mine... there wasn't anyone there to help me see it differently.
Until now. And yet, I still feel it is important for me to release what is boiling within.
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A month ago exactly today (wow, I literally just looked it up) I had a session with the lovely Dr. Tara Cameron of Sound Point Wellness. She is amazing and you’d be blessed to see her. Anyhow, during my session with her we discussed many things. Like myself, she has an extensive arsenal (toybox she called it and now I will be using that too) of skills in supporting us humans in our healing. She asked beautiful questions and brought up great suggestions as well as reminding me...
The thought of seeing you turns my stomach. I feel nauseous. Anxious. Like my guts are being ripped out. Really… like I’m gonna die. You are the representation of my beliefs. You are the circumstances for which my mind has been trained to collect the evidence to prove i am right. But who is the i that wants to be right? It is not I. Or eye. But the m-i-nd. The ego. The thinker. The thought maker. It is not the One. It is not the Self who Knows there is no separation. No need to fear. No death. Only Love.
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Aiua J.I love to write... doesn't mean I'm any good at it grammatically. However, I do know when to use their, there, and they're. So that is good! 
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